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Tuesday, March 31, 2015

Things that made my Monday a little bit better...

Mondays are hard. And we are at that point in the semester when Mondays, Tuesdays, Wednesdays, Thursdays, Fridays, Saturdays, and even Sundays are hard. 

But yesterday, I found myself slightly less defeated than I do on most Mondays. Trust me, this wasn't from having a relaxing productive weekend. Nor was it from having a relaxing productive Monday. I think I just had a couple moments of inspiration, awe, and excitement that kept me running. Sometimes, that's even better than coffee. (Sometimes)First, I started my Monday with my news. Usually, that's pretty depressing. We are arguing with Iran. Boko Haram is acting like a jerk again. Basketball is monopolizing my television. But! I have started reading a news aggregate that makes everything fun! Every morning (except Saturdays and Sundays), I get a "Skimmed" email with all the big stories in the best, most sarcastic and snarky way possible. I'm seriously obsessed. Sign up! It's free! Tell all your friends! And your mom! (I think we all know that our moms need more sarcasm in their lives). http://www.theskimm.com/Enjoy! 

My Monday continued with some good 'ole bigotry and discrimination. I've never been to Indiana but I think it's the ugliest state in the US (You know, other than the other dozen states with similar laws). As heartbreaking and infuriating as it is that Indiana has prioritized "religious freedom" over discrimination and violations of basic human rights, it's moving and exhilarating to watch states, companies, and communities come together to show their disapproval and to do everything they can to ensure that the state of Indiana does not profit from discriminatory laws. Now, let's keep an eye on Arkansas and North Carolina! 

http://time.com/3763622/connecticut-state-travel-indiana-religious-freedom-law/http://www.politico.com/story/2015/03/yelp-ceo-response-indiana-religious-freedom-law-116454.html
http://www.politico.com/story/2015/03/san-francisco-travel-ban-indiana-religious-freedom-bill-116469.html


Finally, I went to work. Now, normally my job as a Phonathon caller is tolling and not very enjoyable. (if you've ever yelled at a telemarketer who was just trying to make a living, shame on you).  But last night, I called a man who went to WAC in the 1940s. About half way through the conversation I asked him what is was like to be in college during a time period that was so tumultuous in American history. That's when he told me that he was only in school for a year. In 1944 he enlisted and served in WWII in Italy. He told me that he lost his best friend but he didn't say much else about his experience. After thanking him for his service, his time, and his support of the college (yes, he gave), I ended the call and did a quick google search of this man. My 92 year old friend had not only served in the war, he was captured, tortured, and held until liberation. 

Many alumni don't even want to talk to me when I call them asking for gifts to the college. Some yell at me. Some ignore my calls. And a small percentage give. My friend gave up his college education, his best friend, and eventually his legs for our country. Still, without his own college education, he donates to a fund that supports students 65 years younger than him get an education. That's better than coffee. 




Monday, March 9, 2015

Living with Lyme

        Maryland, and many other states in the Northeast, have screwed over Lyme disease patients. Limiting treatment and trivializing the chronic illness, the medical world hasn't exactly worked in favor with Lyme patients. Luckily, there is a community that is growing stronger and smarter to help Lyme victims cope with their symptoms and live normal lives. 
         I have struggled with Lyme for 15 years. I have lost part of my hearing and I struggle daily with abnormal digestive functions. The pain varies from day to day but I have learned several ways to cope and minimize the severity of my symptoms. Although I haven't figured it all out, here are 8 tips to living with Lyme. 



1. Drink lots of water every day. In fact, don't drink anything but water. 
I drink between 2 and 4 of these (32 oz each) a day and I can feel the difference. On days when I don't meet my water target, I feel much more sluggish. Drinking more water also eases my headaches and joint pain ever so slightly. 



2. Don't eat more than one serving of dairy a day. At one point in my life a doctor put me on lactaid because they suspected that I was lactose intolerant. Taking that supplement decreased some of my IBS symptoms but eventually, it began to exasperate my irregularity. I stopped taking the supplement and limited my dairy intake to, at most, one serving a day and I felt worlds better. Find your calcium somewhere else if you have to, dairy just isn't worth it. 
Where can you get more calcium? 



3. Limit what acidic foods you eat. I love tomatoes and oranges and tea and so many foods that are just plain evil for someone with Lyme. I stopped eating marinara sauce (okay, fine. I decreased how much I ate. But give me a break, I love that stuff) and I noticed an immediate change. And I haven't had orange juice in years. I'm pretty basic. (sorry, I couldn't resist)


4. Say goodbye to red meat. It's pretty simple, red meat isn't good for anyone. And Lyme only exasperates that. 


5. Learn some vinyasas. I promise, this will change your life. I do a couple sessions of yoga a week (usually around 4 or 5) and it keeps a lot of the pain away. On days when I feel weaker or in more pain, I do simple poses that massage my body and I can feel a lot of that tension ease away. On my better days I challenge myself to more inclusive poses that get my whole body working. This is also a great way to stay in shape when running is just too tough on my joints. 


6. Stick to a steady sleep schedule. For me, it doesn't matter when I sleep (I stay up pretty late) as long as it is consistent. For some reason, sticking to a schedule has put my body on a clock that is ticking along very smoothly. When I screw up the schedule, I can count on a flare up. 




7. Find a support system. You will need to have someone to hold your hand. You'll need someone who believes you when you say you are hurting. You will need someone who will rub your back and kiss your forehead. You will also need someone to share stories with. Many towns and cities have Lyme Support Groups that provide a space for patients to share tips and stories and doctor recommendations.
  Find your support group here: http://www.lymenet.org/SupportGroups/UnitedStates/Maryland/



8. Take the right supplements. Many people suggest supplements to help ease the symptoms. I take probiotics, Vitamin B12 and B6, Vitamin C (your immune system is your new best friend), Fiber Supplements, Allertec, Omega 3s, Vitamin D, Zinc, and calcium gluconate. It's a lot, I know but it helps. You just need to make sure that you are taking quality supplements and watch the expiration dates. 



I hope my tips help you with battling the symptoms of Lyme and I wish you the best in your treatment and coping. 

 

Sunday, March 1, 2015

The Monster in Malthus

              Mary Shelley produced a ghost story that aimed to frighten readers with the image
of a ghastly yellow, watery pair of eyes. To add the dimension and realism that haunts
readers, she provided countless recognizable intertextualities such as allusions to
Paradise Lost, The Rime of the Ancient Mariner, and Dante’s Inferno. However, when
the themes portrayed in Frankenstein are further examined, there is even more
intertextuality evident beneath the surface. By using language and ideas borrowed from
Malthus in Frankenstein, Mary Shelley articulates her disagreement with the population
theory that was highly debated during her lifetime.

               Thomas Robert Malthus altered human thought on economics as he offered the
first systematic approach to population. He proposed that human population increases at
an exponential rate while food production grows only arithmetically (Malthus). This
difference creates a dilemma, as the food resources of the world would not be able to
support the population if it is unchecked. He went on to explain, however, that population
could be checked by moral restraint and, what we refer to now as Malthusian
catastrophes (Malthus). A significant “preventive check” on population growth,
according to Malthus, is the condition of poverty. Poor working and living conditions due
to poverty lowers the resistance to disease and increases the numbers of deaths related to
starvation (Malthus).  This leads to the higher mortality rate among the poor and acts as a
natural “positive check” on overall population (Malthus).

              Malthus’ positive outlook on the results of poverty became the ideological basis
of the argument against social welfare as an aspect of governmental duties. He was the
first to initiate the idea that society could “blame the poor for poverty.” He shamed those
in poverty by claiming that they were irresponsible for having children when they could
not afford to support them. Furthermore, he claimed that it was in the best interest of
society for the government to encourage, rather than remedy, poverty and resist the
inclination to provide aid to the poor that way the population would not exceed resources
and society would be ridden of the poor population.

             The theories Malthus created in regards to social welfare and the role of the
government in regards to the poor were not positively received by everyone in this time
period. Utilitarian advocates believed that there were better ways to approach issues of
population growth and poverty. A leading figure in the debate was William Godwin, who
wrote An Enquiry Concerning Political Justice, which attacked aristocratic privilege and
defended the poor and prompted Malthus to write his Essay on the Principle of
Population (Godwin). Godwin also objected to the core argument that Malthus had
shaped: that population would grow exponentially (Godwin). This infamous debate
between Malthus and Godwin is the first connection that can be drawn between
Malthusian theory and Mary Shelley’s Frankenstein because Mary Shelley was the
daughter of William Godwin.

             Before the novel begins, the reader is treated to a inside view of the author’s life
and motivation to write. Mary Shelley provides an autobiographical introduction, which
reveals parts of her person history and insight into the moment during which she found
her inspiration for the novel (Shelley). Although she briefly mentions the “distinguished
literary celebrity” that was her father, the focus remains on her upbringing and the
relationships she had with her husband and friends, which led her to write Frankenstein
(Shelley). She called herself a “devout but nearly silent listener” when she wrote about
the conversations between Lord Byron and her husband Shelley, which centered around
various philosophical doctrines and the nature of the principle of life (Shelley). Her
interest in these spheres of thought lead the reader to believe that her writings could have
subliminal meaning as commentary (Shelley). Although she was not an active participant
in the Malthus versus Godwin debate, her novel Frankenstein attacks the ideas that are
debated and provided her own insight.

             The themes of poverty and irresponsible reproduction do not become clearly
apparent until the monster begins to tell his tale of creation and early hours of life.
Beginning with his quote “Why, in that instant, did I not extinguish the spark of existence
which you had so wantonly bestowed?” retrospection makes it easy to find parallels
between the monster and Malthus. The monster is viewing reproduction, even his own, as
problematic. He uses words such as “wantonly” to describe the way that people are
reproducing, which is a view similar to Malthus that poor people who reproduce are
doing so irresponsibly and recklessly. Looking back at the actions of the monster towards
the poor cottage family, the reader can connect his views of poverty to that of Godwin.  However, there is a turning point when the family does not appreciate the help the
monster has done and shows disgust at his appearance; this is when the monster’s view
towards reproduction and poverty shifts to match Malthus’.

             Malthusian theory is further supported by the actions of the monster when he is
discovering the world in which he lives. He is left to fend for himself and quickly
becomes self-sufficient. This is the way that Malthus would have wanted people to live.
Malthus would argue that the poor should receive no aid and this was the source of the
turning point in the monster’s life; when the monster grew accustom to receiving aid
from the cottage family, it was detrimental to his, and society’s wellbeing. Following this
turning point, the monster vowed to revenge mankind, acting like a Malthusian
catastrophe.

              Once the parallels and allegory of Malthusian theory in Frankenstein are
understood, the reader can recognize the commentary that Shelley is trying to portray.
Because the novel ends with the monster regretting the acts he has done and admitting
that he was wrong in destroying his creator and revenging mankind, it is evident that
Shelley does not agree with the ideologies of Malthus and is acknowledging that this
approach to population and welfare would be damaging to society.



Works Cited

Godwin, William. An Enquiry Concerning Political Justice, 1793.

Godwin, William. Of Population: An Enquiry Concerning the Power of Increase in the Numbers

of Mankind, 1820.

Malthus, Thomas Roberts. Essay on the Principle of Population, 1798.

Shelley, Mary. Frankenstein. Lackington, Hughes, Harding, Mavor, & Jones. London, 1818.